Somedays I feel just overwhelmed with all the beauty in the world. I know that there is great suffering, and I know in my own life I have experienced a great deal of pain, but it all seems insignificant when you see the sunlight through the clouds at the right angle. I feel so blessed for every second of my, "stupid little life." It's moments like this where I am most thankful for my love, my family, and beautiful music. My speakers are blaring, and as I look among the artwork here I realize that so long as there are people who create, that all the destruction in the world will not over power our hearts. I see pure genius in a photograph, or a drawing and it makes me truely appreciate the fact that I have eyes that can see. Thaks to all who take the ugly reality of the world and find something beautiful.

I also am feeling really happy about being a female right now, (even though I'm on my period, yuck.) I mean, what I'm most happy about is that I love the body I was born in. I see all these things about transexual people, who feel so empty because they're insides don't match their outsides. I really admire their struggle, and sympathize with their pain. I can't even imagine the feeling of knowing you're a boy but being in the body of a girl. visa versa. I've questioned myself, if I was born to be a female. I've wondered what it would be like to be a male, but I am who I was meant to be. I guess mostly, what I'm trying to say is that I'm loving life in every sense of the word. And what rocks about being a chick is the fashion! god, I love the fashion. hahaha.

well, yeah I'm just rambling now. soooooo bye.